B.I.T.C.H

1:22PM - DAMN...WHERE DID TIME GO

I AM GOING TO MISS EVERYONE!!!! I LOVE YOU GUYS....WE ARE GOING TO START NEW LIVES, AND MEET NEW PEOPLE!! AND IF ANYONE FUCKS WITH YOU TELL THEM THAT KELLI WILL WHIP THAT ASSS!! NO, I'M SERIOUS! HEY AND FEEL FREE TO CALL ME 8324344326..........SEE YA AROUND....HOPEFULLY....BYE YALL

Current mood: crazy

Current music: CRAZY-GNARLS BARKLEY

1:33PM - DAMN NIGGA

I want him to want me like i want him, we keep playing chase, and hard to get.........I'll chase him and he acts like he doesnt want me........then he chases me and I act like I dont want him.........its crazy.....its just like the movie 2 Can play that game........sound cliche? maybe thats what it is......he makes me laugh, he makes me angry, he sexes me down, he makes me hate him, he compliments me, i dont say anything..........WHY KELLI WHY? I AM SUPPOSED TO BE GOOD AT THIS I ALWAYS HAVE EM WRAPPED AROUND MY FINGER>>>NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!! OH THE FURY!!!!!!

Current mood: aggravated

Current music: I try to say goodbye(and I choke)-Macy Gray

2:14PM - THERE IS HOPE

I GOT ON THE WAITING LIST FOR SUNY PURCHASE, I KNOW THAT DOESN'T GUARENTEE ME A SPOT BUT THERE IS A CHANCE AND THAT THEY EVEN PUT ME ON THAT LIST IS EXCITING BECUASE I DIDNT THINK I HAD A CHANCE..........SO CROSS YA FINGERS

Current mood: bouncy

Current music: I GOT THE FEELING-JAMES BROWN

4:27PM - OH HAPPY DAY!!

My life is getting harder to manage each day i feel hurt and confused i want people to like me, and i dont want people to think i'm a liar.......SIKE........I HATE WHEN PEOPLE WRITE LOSER ASS SHIT LIKE THAT.......ANYWAY

MY SPRING BREAK HAS BEEN THE BOMB, I LOVE MY CRAZY HAIR, MY GHETTO NAILS, MY INSANE MOTHER, AND MY GREAT FRIENDS. THIS YEAR HAS BEEN AMAZING

I GOT INTO AADA
i GOT INTO U OF M (GO WOLVERINES)
I THINK I GOT INTO SUNY
I HAVE A GREAT CAR
I HAVE GREAT FRIENDS
I HAVE A GREAT NEW LOVE INTEREST
I LOVE WEAVE
AND MOST OF ALL I'M LOVIN ME!!!

EVERYBODY HAVE FUN THIS WEEK, AND JUST LET GO!!!!!!!!!!!

Current mood: bouncy

Current music: Pump it-blackeyed peas

1:28AM - XMAS ROCKS MY SOCKS

This XMAS is nice and relaxed. I get to spend time with my family, friends and my man. I do miss by 3 gals though and I have a special message for each of you.
Ken- A man can not make you and dont let him! You are pretty, smart and talented, think of it as his loss
Taj- God forgives you and thats all that matters and I promise I will be honest with you forever
Chai-You will see hime soon yall will be like oprah and stedman

Chris- I know things are tough right now, but you are smart and determined and everything will work out fine. Baby dont give up hope. And remember only hang out with people that mean you good!!

Current mood: calm

Current music: Jingle Bells

10:30AM - life is great!!!

Things to be greatful for

A great mother,and grandmother
A great dad who paid great money for a car for me
Great friends, though we have ups and downs
A great best friend and boy friend: CHRISTIAN!!! he put up our CHRISTMAS LIGHTS UP LAST NIGHT
(oh and for that boy who went to army camp, if you had of got that girl pregnant, YO ASS WASN'T GOING BACK TO THE ARMY, HOW DARE YOU SAY THAT SHIT......DONT LET ME CATCH YO ASS IN THE STREETS YOU PATHETHIC BASTARD)
A great THANKSGIVING
A great job
AND A GREAT GOD!!!

I love myself and i just figured out that I can make myself laugh even when no else is...........LIFE IS GOOD

Current mood: bouncy

Current music: I am whatever you say I am- Eminem

11:33AM - I'm ALLLLRIIGHT

Wow I havent written in this thin gfor forever but since I was tagged I have to rigth random shit about my self...LOSERS!!

1.I love being the only child
2.Christian eats good!!!!!!
3.I love being blunt
3.I love when people always have attitudes it makes me talk about them more!!
4.Orange is a vibrant color
5.I love 3-6 Mafia
6.I want to be in shape
7.I want my grandmother to stop having to eat hospital food
8.My mother is the greatest
9.I love katrina and Rita
10.And why is that people who dont have shit always talking about somebody..I dont know...but I DO IT ALL THE TIME.lol
11.I love that christian i sooooo skinny
12.I wan to be a stunt devil
13. Strippin' is awesome
14. I love my daddy for being so old
15. I love that people get so offended when i'm mean
16. I LOVE EATING EVERYTHING
17.Chiterlings ARE good!!
18. I AM GUCCI!!
19. I LOVE FAT PEOPLE THEY ARE SOO REAL!!
20.I LOVE KELLI SHE's HOTT!!

Current mood: crazy

Current music: GOLDDIGGER

5:18PM

8:04PM - LOVE in the SUMMA time!!

Well its at an end, and i'm ready i read Dorian Gray TWICE, cause the first time i read it i was just reading it to get it over with, the second time i loved it and enjoyed and for the most part understood it.
My and baby and i are well we are comtemplating on a break, cause first of yall i cant focus when i'm with him cause he is all i think about when i'm with him, second of all he has been home schooled 90% of his life, and I want to start college without a relationship, becuase i want to him to enjoy other femlae personalities and complexes, cause i was his first girlfriend.
DONT GET ME WRONG NO MATTER WHAT HE IS MINE!!!! LOL
But i'm a ride or die chick and i think time apart would bring us closer, nothing really has changed though, well we still go together right now, becuase we havent decided when we are going to break........and the best thing about it is we can never forget eacher, he was my first, and i was his......I was his first love, and he was my first REAL love.
No young man has ever charmed my heart like he has, we have exposed each other to different things. I love him with all my heart..........tell me what nigga would go to the LACOSTE store and spurlge on you, take you ona trip, take you jet skiing, buy you clothes, shoes, take you out to the fanciest restuarant and introduce to important people? CHRIS would!!! And he has done that for me.....
He has already cleared his schedule for my plays prom graduation, and time when i just need to be held, we are best friends and the best of lovers......DAMN he has a big dick tooo!!!!
I LOVE YOU APPLE AND YES WHEN I FINISH COLLEGE AND UNDERGAD AND U DO THE SAME, AND WE LIVE OUR LIVES AND EXPERIENCE DIFFERENT PEOPLE, I WILL MARRY YOU!!!!!!.......

Current mood: happy

Current music: I love me some

7:43PM - Changing for the better!!!

Today was like a wake up call!!! Duh Kelli, lately i've been depending on people to love me, and when people love you thats all well and good, but theres no better love than when you love yourself. People change, times changes people, and well this perosn right here is gonna change only for the better. I was hanging out with some of my homegirls yesterday from where i used to stay and though their lives have changed and they have grown they treated me like i was apart of thier growth, they didnt kick me out of it.
Life is speeding up its like i just started high school and all of a sudden its my last year and i have to make life changing decision, and even though thats scary, i'm ready and willing for anything.

MEMO: DONT FORGET 06ERS ORIENTATION AUG 8TH 10:00, AND BRING A SACK LUNCH....LOVE YOU GUYS.

Current mood: contemplative

Current music: Sitting on Top of the World-Brandy

3:17PM - Life....is crazy, wonderful, scary

Chaia i read your live journal and i know who in particular who you are talkin about.....and yes even the closest people to you do things that stragers would do.but just know that i am here for you and always will be.......

Anyway i decided to little momentoes to people that have been on my mind

Kenya-well i hope youre doing ok seeing as though we dont keep up much in the summer, but i know you always doing good for yourself
Taja- i'm always thinkin of you, you are quite the piece of work
Shayna- youre amazing, hilarious, and i still want to whip yo ass (wink)
Joy-You are on twisted up, grown ass girl, but guess what SO AM I
Delius- Don't get caught up in competition let it want to catch up with you!! African supastar
David-Well what can i say you always knock em dead, even when you aint doing shit
Courtney- you are my shining star, my little vintage baby
Dabrina- you are truely a kick-asser
Carly- please take good care of my children
Imani- do ya thang playa (and you know what i mean) yo ass gettin grown too
Natalie- You need a talk show
Courntey G.- We will have that talk show together on BET
Nathan-You truely are a mysterious dream catcher
Blair- BEAR!!!
Janet-Damn you good even when youre not at your fullest, please let me lay in your bossoms

Current mood: giddy

Current music: We are the World

4:55PM

My baby steppin it up for the summer time yall, we will be back on sunday
.....lol gotta go get me some....holla!!!

Current mood: calm

Current music: So in Love with You-Marvin Gaye

2:22PM

Soon as I learn how to put pics up i will

Chaia-good luck with improving your business skills
Taja- you dont need BTP they need YOU!!
Joy- Knock em dead in vegas
Natalie-Let Brandon beat it up one good time, and when am i going to get my free weave?!!
Shayna-SHow the new yorkers what talent really is
Imani-now is your time to shine without anyone wanting to kick your ass
Cameron- SHit i know youre tired(wink)
Kenya- Get me some knock off ine NYC and some sandals from panama
Carly-CRUISE on
Gerald- when are you going to shoot me and Chris' porno
Courtney-Vintage shopping rules....when are we going shit?
David-AWWWW you in trouble!!!

Current mood: awake

Current music: Cool in You-babyface

11:02PM

HEY YALL I'M GONNA MISS EVERYBODY I'M GONNA MISS HOUSTON. EVERYONE HAVE FUN ON THEIR ADVENTURES OF PERFECTING THIER CRAFT OR JUST GETTING AWAY TO ENJOY THEMSELVES AND FAMILY...I AM A NEW FOCUSED PERSON I EVEN GO TO CHURCH...SO YEAH I LOVE YOU GUYS...KELLI IS NOW SIGNING OFF!!

Current mood: artistic

Current music: Read or Not-Lauren Hill

4:05PM - hey

YESTERDAY'S BIRTHDAY WAS THE BOMB!!!!
I HAD THE GREATEST TIME AND THAN YOU JOY,CHAIA,KENYA,ALEX,JOHNARD,SHAYNA,KIETH,BOBBY, JOVANDA, JASMINE, MARSHAY, MATTHEW,KENDALL......FOR TELLING ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY........THE REST YOU HOES SUCK DICK AND DIE!!!!!

Well christian bought me some beautiful roses card clothes and shoes, even though he was an hour late. we went to this intimate mexican resturaunt and they made me wear a sombero and fed me flan while singing happy birthday in spanish, then we went to the movies...NOT FOR THE MOVIE THOUGH...MUHAHAH...then we went to the park and looked at the starless sky. we had a really nice time, and quite an embarrasing adventure.

Current mood: calm

Current music: Livin' my life like its golden

10:52PM

MY BIRTHDAY IS TOMORROW AND I WANT A CALL FROM YOU BITCHES!!!!!!

Current mood: anxious

Current music: Go Kelli its ya birthday!!!

8:18PM

Reality hit me in the face today....and i have come to the conclusion that I dont want to grow up...everybody saying how they are ready to leave their parents and blah blah blah, but i'm going to miss my parents, and my dependency that i had with them....i'm going to be grown really soon, and its scary, going to college and shit...what if I dont wake up time for my classes and what if I don't get the job i've always wanted......ughhh...it sucks...i'm going to miss my patnas at PVA, cause some people I AINT GONNA NAME NO NAMES dont call now, so i know they not gonna call when we sperate....its crazy how the time flys, i have so many things i need to work on...like SAT, and Auditions, and school, and shit like that..ugh i wish i could look into the future and see what college i was going to or what career was ahead of me....i'm so impateint that i just dont want to grow up then i dont i have to worry about it....Hey KIDS dont push growing up, you'll wish you didn't.

Current mood: scared

Current music: I don't wann grow up, just want to be a Toys R' US kid theme

7:04PM

I WANT TO ONE DAY BE ON THE BET AWARDS!!!!!!

Current mood: anxious

Current music: California Dreamin'

11:28AM

Yesterday was the BOMB!! I felt good i was looking good, my baby paid to get my hair, nails, and toes done, like he promised, since he didnt last time. We spent about 6 hours beautifying me then we went to JOES CRAB ShACK, and ate our asses off. Then we left there around 8:30 and we went to the park and he pushed me in the swings, then i pushed him. LOSERS!!! when i'm around him nothing else matters, and when we fight we just end up laughing at each other.
GUESS WHOSE GOING MOTORCYCLE RIDING NEXT WEEKEND.......ME!!
GUESS WHOSE GOING JET SKIING THE WEEK AFTER THAT......ME!!!
This has been the most adventurous summer of my life, and i owe it all to my apple (chris).
Today i'm just going to chill, exercise, eat, chill, read summer reading books...boo!!! Then i might go swimming...well HOLLA

Current mood: cheerful

Current music: You are my sunshine

8:51PM - Just_Kelli

I was taking to Chris today, and i was telling him that i need to step it up academically for senior year, and he told me to shutup, and you know my first reaction is to get crunk, and be like "nigga who the hell you think you talkin to ", but for once i just listened. He told me that he knows what kind of person i am, and that having the highest GPA, highest CLASS RANK, and being in the most ORGANIZATIONS, is all well and good, but not for everyone.He told me to stop comparing myself to other people, because being the best is just an opinion, but doing MY BEST is a fact and is what really counts in life. ANd yeah all that shit gets you into good colleges but its not the college but what you achieve and learn from it, and i thought about this and he is SOOOO right. Its just that at that damn school everybody wants to know what grade another person got on a test or what role the other person got, and feeling sorry for ourselves when others do better than us, so this school i'm going to be like FUCK EVERYBODY ELSE! I"LL DO MY VERY BEST< AND SHIT THATS GOOD ENOUGH!!! BECASUE COMPARING MYSELF TO OTHER BRINGS STRESS. "I did she/he get that and i didn't" CAUSE IT WASN"T FOR YOU!!

Anyway me and Chris are gravy and we are going to get tatoos this week, not matching or anything, i just want him to hold my hand during the process.

Current mood: accomplished

Current music: You don't give a damn, I dont give a fuck